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11:34pm 11/05/2008
  cool weekend, cool sunday. i finally went to osh today because tasha said that they has a good home and garden section, and boy howdy, do they! they blow home depot away! i was checking things out in there for a while. i got a new large pot for my ficus, and a pink bower vine to plant in the back yard. a few smaller pots pots, a shovel, a big ass bag of organic soil, and this wierd little rooting kit with a gel that you stick your cutting into, and its in a clear cup so you can see the roots growing. now this is awesome, then after that show, you have a new plant you can pot and put in the living room or wherever.

ok, i have more to say, but i want to do a few certain things before i go to sleep, so later...
 
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05:51pm 17/11/2007
 
mood: good
music: sympathy-jane's addiction
hey, this journal is friends only. please leave a comment, and make it a good one, if you want to be added. if you are adding me in the hopes of being added, still, you must leave a comment introducing yourself, and explaining why you want to be added. thank you.


 
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05:34pm 13/08/2006
  hey, i'm back. yeah, i really need to just chill out. alot of these people are alright, but i am just automatically defensive because so many of them ar4e dicks. it doesn't help any that i am totally unfamiliar witrh monterey.

ok, i left for a minute, but now i'm back, but guess what?!?!?! i'm gon again. take it easy...
 
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12:21pm 12/06/2006
 
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?

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Marius

100%

Armand

100%

Dracula

83%

Akasha

75%

Blade

75%

Spike

75%

Angel

67%

Deacon Frost

58%

Lestat

50%

Louis

50%

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06:24am 19/02/2006
 
<td align="center"> g00f8all --
[noun]:

An immortal

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06:42am 07/07/2005
  damn! where are all the morning updaters??? don't you people know i'm back???? start writing, so i have something to read!  
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i don't know how you find your nerve, i don't know you choose your words.   
08:11am 09/04/2005
 
mood: ok
music: the best of jill hives-guided by voices
well hello! how is everyone and everything? let's hope that you're all doing well, and in the greatest of all possible health and spirits! i am doing great!!!
well, here it is saturday again, and while things are dreat, they have been a little tedious lately because i have been in charge of a 1 1/2 year old baby for a few hours a day every day this week. it's gotten to where we have a rapport. she can't even talk and we have conversations. it's cool; i like her and she likes me, but i say it has been tedious, because when i'm takin care of the baby, i TAKE CARE of the baby. i don't stick her in a crib or bouncy chair and let her cry while i do whatever; i take care of her and make sure she's happy, and can't get shit else done. so, i'm not complaining about the baby; but i'm used to getting shit done, and have been getting down on myself lately for not getting it all, and really, there's no help for it; it's just the way things go sometimes.

anyway, fuck that; i've got gbv on the box right now, and a cup of coffe in my hand. what more is there to life??? if anything, i'm not interested in finding out whaat it is because i am perfectly happy with my life and everything in it.
 
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07:27am 30/03/2005
  Obstacles: the things that i see when i take my eyes off my Goals  
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11:56am 29/03/2005
 
mood: fine. i'm fucking fine, ok???
music: heart shaped box
hello, and how are you? i'm good. my life is a bright shining ball of expectant possibilities. i am living the life that i used to fantasize that i would have and i love it. do you think that i made it this way? i must have, since this is exactly the life i wanted, but how could i? is my personal will that strong? i think so.

oh, the only thing i would change and am in the process of dong so, is that i wish i had more money, so i could just buy whatever cool clothes i wanted whenever i wanted to, and have a bunch of neat little gadgets, like most especially an ipod, and i would also like to have an old bmw or mercedes and i real nice status symbol watch, and blah, blah, blah. man, i fucking worked out hard yesterday. today, too. things are looking good, and i am happy. i mean like really happy, the kind that stays. the kind that even if you're in a bad mood, or something sucks, you still have to acknowledge that yeah, i'm happy.

ok, and what else? oh, i don't know. i like that santa cruz coffee roasters coffee, but the millstone's is pretty good too. i like met-rx bars, and need more money so that i can get a fucking box of them or whatever. they are probably actually the best protein bars, and they even taste good, especially the cookies and cream ones. yeah, if you are on my friends list because you added me because you like the way i look or whatever and i added you back, and now you read my journal, and think man, this guy doesn't have his shit together, he's needy as hell, and has mood swings, and what's with him still being mad at his dad 25 years after the fact, then fuck you. fuck off, and go to hell! if you see, or read anything about me that you don't like, or don't approve of or don't like, just fuck off! i don't want you and i don't need you, and i don't care what you think except for the fact that you even think you get to have an opinion about me. YOU are the fucking vulture, and YOU are the one that needs to get a fucking life and quit tryin to get something vicariously out of someone you've never even met. didn't get what you expected? well, that's fine. don't like it? fuck off and die a painful death.

ok, later...
 
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02:06pm 27/02/2005
 
mood: hopeful
music: tool
hello, and how are you? i'm great. another weekend with no sun. fudgety! well, not a total loss. i guess.

anyway, thanks [info]mercury1975 for the hook up. i sent the photos and i just heard back from them with a positive. the guy is signed in right now, though, and isn't breaking his neck to im me, so...

anyway, things are ok. think i may be becoming dependent upon marijuana to pit me in a good mood. the problem is, though, that when i am not high, i am getting crankier and crankier. oh well...

anyhow, i think i'm gonna go now. you all take care...
 
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fun for all   
06:38pm 12/11/2004
 
mood: content
music: dumb-nirvana

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04:44am 18/10/2004
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